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Date:[19|31] [28|5|2009] [Thursday]
Subject:whatever
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THE UNCOMFORTABLE SURVEY
(Lets see if you can get through it. If not, then you're too scared about your past.)
-Longest relationship:
Depends upon definition of the word, never dated regularly

-How many boyfriends/girlfriends have told you that they loved you?
2

-How many of them meant it when they said they loved you?
1

-Have you ever thought you were going to marry the person you were with?
no.

-Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt?
a little

-Have you ever made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
i don't think so

-Are you happier single or in a relationship?
single

-Have you ever been cheated on?
nope

-Have you ever had your heart broken?
have to have a heart first

-Have you ever broken someone's heart?
yes

-Talk to any of your ex's?
no.

-Think any of your ex's still feel the same way they did about you when you were dating?
nope

-Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend/girlfriend?
no. i'm horrible

-Ever dated someone that wasn't good to you?
not "dated"

-Have you been in an abusive relationship?
nope

-Have you dated someone older than you?
not by much

-Dated someone younger than you?
nope

-Do you regret anything that you have or haven't done with a boyfriend/girlfriend?
no

-Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
not everyone. like pedophiles don't. first time felons do

-Believe in love at first sight?
not the kind that might last

-Ever dated two people at once?
nope

-Ever been given an engagement ring?
nope. this isn't awkward at all

-Do you have something to say to any of your ex's?
Still alive out there?

-Ever stolen someone’s boyfriend/girlfriend?
eh, no

-Ever liked someone else's boyfriend/girlfriend?
the kid with the hat /sigh

-Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds?
nope

LAYER 1: ON THE OUTSIDE.
Name: Laura
Birth Date: September 19
Current Location: bedroom
Hair Color: brown
Righty/Lefty: right

LAYER 2: ON THE INSIDE.
Your fear: lack of internet/ability to connect to everything
Your dream of the perfect date: chillin, maybe smoking, maybe playing video games. keep the romance on the DL, it wierds me out
Goal you'd like to achieve: harmonica, learn to dance, become a master of a craft
Your best friend: Emily, maybe Sara sometimes

LAYER 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW.
Your thoughts first waking up: nrgh?
Your best physical feature: back of my neck, face
Your bed time: when i can't figure anything else to do online
Your most missed memory: having a friend whose sentences I could finish without getting into a bitch off or worrying that we aren't interested in the same things anymore

LAYER 4: YOUR PICK.
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi. Addiction blows
McDonald's or Burger King: mcky d's
Single or Group Dates: Fuck buddies?
Adidas or Nike: never worn either
Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: coffee

LAYER 5: DO YOU.
Smoke: once in a while
Cuss: would liked to think i could stop
Take showers: once week
Have a crush: No. And I miss it.
Like(d) school: yes. hate the work, liked that I am forced to be social
Believe in yourself: I presume this is about self-confidence. Yes. I could be an astronaut if I really wanted to.
Believe what goes around comes around: Nope.
Believe everything happens for a reason: nope.
Think you're a health freak: i shower on a week to week basis, so no? I also might have lyme disease but I don' give a shit. I'll probably live

LAYER 6: IN THE PAST MONTH.
Gone to the mall: nah
Been on stage: nope
Eaten sushi: yes
Been hurt: yea, huge fucking bruise on my leg for a while
Dyed your hair: Nope

LAYER 7: HAVE YOU EVER.
Played a stripping game: yea
Kissed the same sex: yep
Got beaten up: yes, but he got his and probably had a crush on me since it was fucking middle school
Changed who you were to fit in: always, only time i don't is with close friends

LAYER 8: GETTING OLD.
Age you're hoping to be married by: not sure if I even want to. I've always been alone, think it suits me
Number of kids you're planning on having: Not sure i want any. see above

LAYER 9: IN A GIRL/GUY.
Best eye color: Green
Best hair color: black. mmmm azns
Short or long hair: short on boys, w/es on girls
Looks or personality: personality
Fun or serious: totally srs rghtnow.

LAYER 10: WHAT WERE YOU DOING.
1 MINUTE AGO: Before this survey, setting up an asian cinema blooog.
1 HOUR AGO: finagling bagels
1 WEEK AGO: slave labor
1 YEAR AGO: Trying to find a job and to forget all the shit

LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCE.
I FEEL: a bit sad when I think about it. BUT YOU CAN'T TELL CAN YOU HAH
I HATE: this rash on my knees
I HIDE: my hatred of most everyone I know
I NEED: moar chicken nuggets
I LOVE: spaceships

What is a food that you'd hate to be allergic to?:
um, tomatos would be kinda tough.

What color was the last towel you used?:
light blue

Would you prefer to date someone taller, shorter, or the same height as you?
way taller. and manly.

When was the last time your nose bled?
Yesterday. took a door to the face

How old are you turning this year?:
20 fuck me

What is your favorite thing to snack on while watching a movie?:
pepsi

Swimming pool or hot tub?:
pool

Can you swim well?
ye, holy fuk this quiz is long

What body part do you wash first in the shower?:
I'm never gonna get that blog set up if this takes this fucking long

Who would you allow to read your thoughts for one day?
anybody. you'd realize how mean I really am.

What kind of first impression do you think you make?
timid, aloof, or something quiet-like. dunno, i've never met me.

Name your last reason for using a camera?
sunrise looked cool

Where was the last place you fell asleep other than your bed?
fell to my floor last night

What are you excited about?
atashinchi no danchi episode seven getting subtitles this weekend.

Seven days from now, will you be in a relationship?
nope. and my best friend is ditching the town, so I'm left with all these fuckers that I kinda can't fucking stand

Are you a happy person?
always. it rocks to be me

When was the last time you laughed really hard & why?
today. watching old nakatsu clips from japanese Hana kimi. He's so fucking adorable and funny WITNESS: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T0eKqQY4WLs&feature=channel

What are you wearing?sweatshirt jeans

What do you want?
subbers to work faster

Did you enjoy your weekend?
yea. til i got this rash

Do you regret anything you've done recently?
yea

Is there anybody you wish you could see?
yep, almost always

Have you ever kissed anyone with a name that start s with J or M?
n

How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?
Matt, Drew, Sam, Bryan, my brothers, Dan, Sam G

Do you think you’ll be married in 10 years?
Maybe

What makes you mad most about girls?
They don't say what they mean

Have you ever been given roses?
yes /blush

Do you even like getting flowers?
not particularly

What's your favorite flowers?
lily of the valley probably

Will you be in a relationship 4 months from now?
probably not. maybe tho

Does it bother you when your friends bring up your past mistakes?
I don't make mistakes (but yea, of course)

Could you go out in public looking like you do now?
sure

Can you be your complete self around the person you like?
no

Whose the first person you texted today?
my boss

Would you move to another state to be with the person you loved?
nope

What did the last IM to make you smile say?
From izumi, telling me what makes oguri shun so great. she was right

Do you ever get a text saying good morning?
never. no one's that dependent upon my attention.

Last movie you watched and who did you watch it with?
neighbor no. 13. alone because no one else cares about this shit

What are you doing tomorrow?
work

How's the weather today?
rainy : )

Where is the person you need most right now?
somewhere in new jersey

What color are your eyes?
hazel like every other white person

Do you like poptarts?
most assuredly

Where will you be 12 hours from now?
at work

Is it easy for others to make you feel intimidated?
Yes. Fuckers.

Do you know what you are going to wear tomorrow?
pants, long sleeves, scoks

Where's your girlfriend/boyfriend at?
the distant future

Are you on a desktop or laptop?
laptop

Does anyone hate you for no reason?
no, i gave them a reason

Can you make yourself cry?
easily

What are you planning to do today?
the rest of today? set up that blog

Play an instrument?
drumsish

Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
KURT COBAIN. I'd realy perfer the future. Want a spaceship.

What are your favorite colors?
reds, yellow greens, light light blues, sweet purples, and greys

Where did you get the underwear you are wearing right now?
walmart

Have you ever kissed someone whose name starts with an R?
nope

Have you ever passed out?
twice

Are you easily confused?
depends on the idiot doing the confusing

Do you think you would make a good wife/husband?
I'd make a decent husband

What's your favorite kind of ice cream?
coffee

Do you like coffee?
^

Do you like summer?
it's ok

Is your current hair color mostly your natural hair color?
yes. i want some colors tho, bored.

What color are your socks?
grey

Where were you at 8am this morning?
work

Do you fall for people easily?
instantanously in and out. Currently out, want to find someone to crush on : (

Everything happens for a reason?
no, you already said that

Have you ever dated someone more than once?
no, well. "dated"

Who have you texted in the last 24 hours?
nobody. all by my lonesome

Last thing you got in the mail?
bank statement

What is your current crave?
jdoramas comedy

What color nail polish is on your toes?
nail

Do you find members of the preferred sex confusing?
Not at all.

When is the last time you saw number 2 on your top friends?
Holy fuck, I'm going to start calling Emily "number one".... and saying 'make it so'

What are you listening to right now?
the sound of my pepsi carbonation fizzling away

How has the week been?
pretty crap

What do you like about the person you like?
Don't like anybody, but if I had to force and push a crush, I'd say it's his unavailability and relentless friendliness. Smiling even when people are being dicks. because he's smart enough to think it's funny.

Is there something you wish you could tell someone but can't?
No. If I can't say it it's because I don't want to say it.

What are your biggest turn offs?
narcisism, ironic I know. lack of self-awareness. inconsiderate behavoir.

Favorite shirt to wear?
flannel

Favorite drink?
pepsi

Last person to say 'I love you' to you?
Ted Gill.
I was leaving drew's. Sara said it to ted and then me. Then ted said it to sara and then me. I said it to sara, and awkwardly told ted I don't really know him that well.

Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
No

What's your favorite color gummy bear?
aren't they all the same

What is the nicest part of the opposite sex's body?
hands bigger than mine

Have you ever run into a dishwasher?
...?

Ever had a song sung about/for you?
No, one once started, but he realized it would just make me feel wierd, because i suck at romance

Is there a baby in the room with you right now?
huh?

Do you know how to dance?
no. doesn't stop me if I want to.

Where do you sing the most, in the car, the shower or other?
the car. definately

What is your favorite thing that is green?
The ArmY! no, rly, probably aparagus

What did your last text message say?
can you pick up some eggs. the order didn't come in today

What is the way to your heart?
A hatred of romance and love of geeky random fucking shit. oh how i crave a geek friend that I know IRL

What do you smell like?
bread

What's in your pocket?
paycheck, wallet, multitool, watch, phone

Anything in your mouth?
teeth

Ever hurt yourself playing Wii?
lol no

Do you have freckles?
i have a dot on my face

How many languages can you say "Hello" in?
who cares

What's the last movie you saw in the theater?
terminator

Ever jumped/fallen/been pushed in a pool with your clothes on?
yes

Are you wearing any clothes that you wore yesterday?
sweatshirt

Name a song that you know all the words to:
fuck, i have to go look at itunes
you know i fucking miss winamp

What's the last thing you watched on TV?
Good man - third eye blind


What's the last video game you played?
DDR for shits and iggles

Can you do the alphabet in sign language?
no

Do you wear glasses?
always always

What can you hear right now?
Mom and dad bitching about how fucking fucked up everything has gotten : (

Did you feel better or worse or the same yesterday?
about the same level of shitty

What was your favorite childhood show?
next gen,

Are you close to your siblings?
i thought so

Do you bite your nails?
ya

Do you like your feet?
they're fine

Do you sleep well at night?
once i'm asleep I'm fine. takes a while and drugs to get there sometimes

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Date:[18|47] [30|11|2006] [Thursday]
Subject:[oh dear]
Security:Public
Mood: disappointed


I haven't wanted to write anything for a long time. I still sort of don't. I am feeling very disillusioned with almost everyone I know.


Everyone here at least.

I'm cold. I should go to swimming.

I'd forgotten how wonderful solitude is.
Perhaps because I've been reminded how much other people suck.


[gakiryn]

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Date:[23|08] [13|9|2006] [Wednesday]
Subject:[skeeeeeelo]
Security:Public
Mood: throat hurts~~~

i love shitty early 90's rap/hiphop


[gakiryn]

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Date:[18|29] [16|7|2006] [Sunday]
Subject:[gakiryryryryryryrn]
Security:Public
Mood: hehe


[gakiryn] is updates. now with pictures of people who don't live in Maine. ooooo. amazing.


[gakiryn]

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Date:[09|37] [6|7|2006] [Thursday]
Subject:[how ca'n crunch saved my life]
Security:Public
Mood: crunch crunch crunch


mmmk, so i'm here at the bu. and i have to go in five minutes to get to classes so tengo que escribir muy rapido. I just got mi internet working this morning and will be expecting any of the following [you're allowed to do more than one, though]
a) phone calls
b) e-mails
c) visits
d) comments to this [I'd rather c, though]

because there a blessed few actual humans here. =( oh teh sadness of it all.


but it's pretty sweet here

- the food hours. breakfast ENDS at 9 [what the crap?]

and there's a wicked hot guy in my screenwriting class. so gorgeous. ^^ joy

I heart the T all day long and at night. It's quite loud [i have to watch out for it as i cross the road so as to not be hit and pummelled]





and i think i have moderate access to screenplays that I can use for humanities

my mouth tastes wierd.

CAP'N CRUNCH!



[gakiryn]

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Date:[13|02] [2|7|2006] [Sunday]
Subject:[we're doing the BU this month. we're doing the BU *clapclap*]
Security:Public
Mood: feh



wish me luck.


[gakiryn]

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Date:[10|19] [27|6|2006] [Tuesday]
Subject:[perhaps]
Security:Public
Mood: geehee



This will be rather tough as most of my music is in azn. I'll skip anything that isn't in english, unless i really love the song. ^^


Step 1: Put your MP3 player or whatever on random.
Step 2: Post the first line(s) from the first 30 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing the song.
Step 3: Let everyone you know guess what song and artist the lines come from.
Step 4: Bold out the songs when someone guesses correctly.
Step 5: Looking them up on Google or any other search engine is CHEATING

1. Things fall apart and things die. So c'mon c'mon c'mon be alive. -> Rustic Overtones - C'mon
2. Escape from the sinking! Do you see what I mean?
3. Say goodbye. Lose your friends. Make them go. Don't need them around.
4. I'm not wearing underwear today! -> Avenue Q - I'm not wearing underwear today
5. You're the caller, you're the movement and the spin...
6. See them creep out at night, like you see them walk the streets -> The Aquabats - Fashion Zombies!
7. I would like to tell you, I would like to say... -> She Wants Revenge - I don't wanna fall in love.
8. Look at the blueprints as they disappear -> Authority Zero - Revolution
9. They made up their minds, and they started packing
10. I'm not a stranger [Just a little strange] -> Paranoid Social Club - Pusherman
11. This is the greatest and best song in the world. -> Tenacious D - Tribute
12. We live in a free world, I whistle down the wind
13. Another head hangs lowly, time to slowly take it
14. I know you feel like this just can't be, it's too late for your friends and your family
15. I'm your only friend, I'm not your only friend
16. So she said what's the problem, baby? -> Counting Crows - Accidentally in love
17. You insult me in my home, you're forgiven this time
18. We need cash. -> Jow/Tally Hall/what Jillin said - Break it Down
19. Once upon a time at the foot of a great mountain, there was a town where the people known as Happyfolk lived
20. Hey, everybody's looking but they never can see.
21. Times have changed! Our kids are getting worse!
22. You easily get angry over trifles
23. Once upon a midnight, deary, I woke with something in my head
24. Well the rain keeps on coming down
25. Been a whole lot easier since the bitch left town
26. New York City. [uh-huh] Center of the universe. -> Rent - Santa Fe
27. I wanna be your gentleman.
28. Skapadapadabaasdgjasdjghsa I'M A SCATMAN!
29. Knocked up 9 months ago, and what she's fitting to have she don't know
30. [song title], open all the doors and let you out into the world -> Semisonic - Closing Time



[/gakiryn]

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Date:[23|05] [17|6|2006] [Saturday]
Subject:[katrina]
Security:Public
Mood: eeee!


wonderful night. wonderful people.

I am so happy that Drew told me to go to Katrinas and that I went.

Katrina, I love you.

That was orgasmically fun. I don't think I've had so much enjoyment in so few hours.


[gakiryn]

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Date:[19|21] [11|6|2006] [Sunday]
Subject:[144]
Security:Public
Mood: heh

144... I feel like I win.

movie test thingCollapse )


[gakiryn]

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Date:[21|59] [9|6|2006] [Friday]
Subject:[when i die, i'm leaving you my feet.     when you die, you can stand up for
Security:Public
Mood: updates son mi parte favorito de tu vida


43 fotografias added to [gakiryn] from Boston [band] Trip


[gakiryn]

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Date:[09|26] [30|5|2006] [Tuesday]
Subject:[15th]
Security:Public
Mood: pheh!


END YOU INFERNAL INSTITUTION OF TORTURE AND DEGREDATION.
END, GOD DAMN YOU.
YOU NEEDN'T KEEP EXISTING FOR THE SOLITARY FUNCTION OF EVOKING MY DISDAIN.







Gah.


[awaiting the 15th . . . .
/gakiryn]

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Date:[19|01] [25|5|2006] [Thursday]
Subject:[fotografias]
Security:Public
Mood: jikka


I've updated [gakiryn]. soo yeah. check it out. because i finally got my camera back. *dances*


[gakiryn]

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Date:[21|04] [22|5|2006] [Monday]
Subject:[quizshitz]
Security:Public
Mood: ....


i got bored....Collapse )


[gakiryn]

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Date:[19|52] [14|5|2006] [Sunday]
Subject:[retarded azn boy laughing]
Security:Public
Mood: meaaaah

i'm out of things to do other than work. and that's just not an option.

i should start a webcomic.
except that would require wit.


fucking wit.



i'll go paint something.


[gakiryn]

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Date:[16|54] [10|5|2006] [Wednesday]
Subject:[de Gaulle]
Security:Public
Mood: mhmhmhh


On October 22, 1962 the French President, General Charles de Gaulle was presented with evidence of the soviet missiles being placed in Cuba. Before he saw the files, de Gaulle swept them aside. "A great government such as yours does not act without evidence.'"


I envy the past.


[gakiryn]

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Date:[20|41] [8|5|2006] [Monday]
Subject:[] 2
Security:Public
Mood: hmmmm


He's dead, Jim.


[gakiryn]

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Date:[15|16] [24|4|2006] [Monday]
Subject:[]
Security:Public
Mood: bleh

life support is possibly the cruelest invention human beings could devise. you make someone who [if you believe in any morality] should be dead who's mind is gone, who's personality is gone, who's just plain gone, stick around to suffer through their death over a long period of time. I suppose that it's easier for the families. Instead of the acute sharp killer wretchedness of losing a loved one, it subsides to more of a dull thuding pain that hits you in small spurts over a longer period of time. My grandpa is not dead, but he's not in the living world anymore. His body is here, but I don't know if he would want it to stay alive when it's only a physical representative of him. I should have listened to him more, the crazy old fool. He was a success in every sense of the word.


[gakiryn]

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Date:[12|31] [17|4|2006] [Monday]
Subject:[gakiryn]
Security:Public
Mood: baaaack

updated [gakiryn]


[gakiryn]

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Date:[20|03] [10|4|2006] [Monday]
Subject:[fucking nazi cereals]
Security:Public
Mood: kix! lemonade! mirth!


So in discoursing matters of the world with Jesus, I found the two answers to life:

Apple Jacks were invented by Hitler
and
Everything important revolves around poop


I think I feel a song coming on..... [if only I had any melodic talents]



[gakiryn]

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Date:[23|33] [8|4|2006] [Saturday]
Subject:[owies]
Security:Public
Mood: grape


mmk. got all da paper work that I need to do to go to BU done. yay!

now time to go fight the nazis for a 1280X1024 screen res compatible background.... in my dreams.

[kill me] -->apparently we will probably actually... like... learn songs instead of occasionally getting together and playing a random song and then never coming back to it EVER


because Jesus is a crazy amazing songwriter [or so the l0re of disciple/amiga Jillian hath spoketh so]



my thumb yearns for blud.


[gakiryn]

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